I have recently fallen in love with the Crave series Heated Rivalry, based on the book series Game Changers by Rachel Reid. Not only do I find it to have compleling stories, but its representation of queer men matters so much to me.
Ilya rosanov
comfort
nervous intro
"Well, I... I'm gay. Which I was going to tell you. Soon. I just...sorry. I wish I'd told you."
"But...you hate him,"
helmet kiss
trans shane headcanon
Simple as that, until I write an entire fic about this. I see myself so hard in this character as a trans man.